i felt unfair but i'm not gonna say a word to u anymore. it seems like u can have so much fun with these bunch of friends but when u're with us, u claimed that we dun show concerns, we dun notice u n we cant b bothered to talk to u.
i feel that we have the rights to sae that u dun show any concerns too, u dun really notice our presence too n u also dun even bother to talk to us. it takes 2 hands to clap. right now, u drift away from us jus becos u found a new grp of friends. To you, they're the people u can hve fun with. they're e ppl u can talk to. i'm so sorry to say, i can make new friends, but at the same time, i'll still put in my best effort to keep in touch with these bro n sis. i feel no point telling u that i'm hurt cos u're emotionally shut down. u no longer breathe the same air as me.
ur heart is with them. is always about them. u always need someone to support u. the girls r at least so much stronger than u.
loneliness is just a bullshit word. we're never alone. we jus need to be sensitive to the things ard us. afterall, u're jus being bais. ur so called' friends' r alwys right. and we're alright wrong. or rather, i'm always wrong.
since i'm always wrong, whatever i sae to u is down the drain. may as well keep that distance between us, at least we still keep the memories of each other. Since u refuse to reply or pick up e calls, i understand i'm a nag n ur frens r so much more fun than me. i'm sorry that i'm boring.
really.
